Horrible Feb!!!!

I alway tot when one at it lowest point, u can't get any worse!! But the prob is when u know it at it lowest!!!

Result come out in feb. Failed~~ Until super bad type. Think this a really difficult topic, been spending a very long time for it yet the result is so bad.. So extra money need to b spend for the 2nd attempt.

Df anniversary. Suppose to b a fun loving night with all the fren & an unexpected guest.. Yet jus 5th round of drinks I overshot my limit n got really drunk. Damn it, as if so embrassing drunk is not enuf, my iPhone got stolen.. Damn sianz, hw many things I hav lost in df already!!!

End up nv went to work for the next 2days n Ms C so angry with me. Anyway I wasn't happy with their bias-ness also. I told her I not up to handle the dual portfolio. Actual fact is I dun see the need to prove myself so much when they dun even actually see. So end up forcing me to choose either one portfolio. I say they can hav the honor to make the decision, but they still insist I choose. So wat happen when I choose n give them an answer, they still nv let me hav my wish.. Knn!!!Hopefully the job Ada agent recommended I can get it.

I ready to move on with the new life if there is really one for me.. Time to let go of the burden!!!