Drunk Make U Feel Weak~~

Complicated feeling!!

I tear. which i duno how come i did. It just suddenly appear when i home. Mayb i should not stir it at all even when i bored. I should just let go and lead my own life. Out of a sudden i feel weak once again & wish for the past to be back..

That warm and comfort feel is bad but i know i got to disregard it and keep that Wanted afar.. Never Never Never to ever hope for anything again if u do not want to be disappointed.. Yet i do enjoy the drinking session, can i join or should i avoid?