Non_Clubbing Friday!!

For the past few months, most of my friday night is mostly at df or somewhere drinking.. But today is the 1st friday night that i staying at home..

Actually was getting ready to leave the house going down to BQ to meet do~lu. But then i duno he only intend to just chill and stay for awhile. So he not expecting me to go home and eat and change. Think he dun wanted to wait too long for me thus he ask me to rest since i home. So the whole thing is call off.

Haha, actually tonight wasnt really planning not to club. But bcoz Meyn need to go back to office for springcleaning, therefore we nv go clubbing. Anyway went out to bq to drink for the whole night, only reach home in the morning to have a change of clothing then rush off to work already.

Anyway it a nice start to hav a non-clubbing friday night. Next Fri night i wun be in singapore anyway. So Yesh, another non-clubbing friday night for me again =)

Pregnant

Just learn recently 1 of my old buddy Kat is pregnant. Although she n her bf can't get married until Sept, they have decide to keep the baby anyway. Really feeling happy for her. Coz finally she can get married soon n in my opinion by agreeing to keep the baby, the guy must have love her a lot n is ready to setup a family.

For many I guess if we are in the same situation mostly will opt for abortion ba. Think a lot of us just wasn't brave enuf to face the baby before the marriage. Or maybe it only me. HAha~~ Ya, I admit I alway a coward when it come to relationship n marriage. Guess it already way past the age of believing 'living happily ever after a marriage' All I see after marriage is more ugliness from each other.

Tat why I alway move to the other partner house. Coz if just staying together can lead to breakoff, then marriage is already out of question. But then all my relationship failed leh. shit lo! Does tat mean I just not suitable for marriage? Hmm den do I still have the chance to be a mum?! Hmm it scary to think of me as a mum! lolx..

MC again~

Took Mc today.

Actually wasnt really that sick but then really wanted to take a very good rest. Coz i have this flu virus for the past 3 week which cant totally recovered. The nose alway partially stuck. Hope i am able to be able to recovered fully this time.

Meet Meyn @Orchard last night. She need to get present for her colleague. Faintz sia, a simple pair of earring cost 70++ kaoz.. It just the brand that so expensive. Lolx. Then as usual we went to MosBurger for dinner. That where we alway went for dinner everytime in orchard =)

After dinner i went to Taka basement trying to find the cheese stick that i like last time. That when i realised it was no longer there. Haiz!!! Ya, that true.. Some things wun be there forever waiting for you!

Robin called to meet for supper after his class which is in orchard. But then too bad, he was already reaching hougang he say. Haha.. So got to miss our weekly supper date.

Stay with meyn at orchard to chat awhile. Dun really feel like going back so soon.. aimless!!! Really need to find some goals faster..

Energtic

Went df last night with meyn. Actually dun feel like clubbing le after last week consecutively chiong for 3 days. But Meyn wanted to go since she free so we got to rush like mad to take table as Paul they all going to Sean Wedding.

Brandon offered to come fetch us. But he late PLUS he an road idiot with another 2 road idiot passenger. End up we reach there at 845pm. The usual group only got simon, ah lip & valent, the rest came quite late. My side robin & derek came down oso.

So as usual, drink drank drunk going on.

When i reach home at 8am i just change into causal then head out to bugis to take the replacement data plan sim card for company. Coz my facial appointment was change from sun to today 1pm, therefore i do not wish to sleep coz i know once i sleep i confirm cant wake up.

Mood was quite down today. Even my fav old chang kee curry puff cant cheer me up & i din even managed to finish it, or mayb i not hungry and not much apettite too. Managed to hang around here and there until 1230pm for my appointment.

The lady say i got alot of warts on my face, need to laser it away if not it will spread more and more. Starting she only say got 5-6 which cost abt $15 each. Kaoz then thru out the process, she say there are more and more. Shit lo end up she say got 25 in total & 3 big size de which is $25 each. Tmd!!! Suay day.. End up got chop like $400. Faintz!!! T^$%R@#$@#%^#$@%W$@*&

Reach home around 4pm, but then duno why dun feel tired at all. Dun even feel hungry at all too~~ Like got no apettite for anything oso. & some more constipation.. *applaud*

I already drink alot of cough syrup down yet i dun feel drowsy too.. Tian ah~~~

Ponten on my 3rd lesson~~

Been Sick since monday~~

I only MC for 1 day, coz the whole office every1 went for overseas business trip. Really choosen the wrong week to fall sick!! Got to drag myself to work on Tue & Wed.. Lucky Min just work near me & he offered to help me pack my lunch for the past 2 days & send me home after work. It great to have some1 taking care of u especially when u feel sick & weak..

Feeling much better today already, but then still feel very drowsy & weak coz been taking cough syrup for the past few days. Headache & Fever is gone. Now left my long-time buddy 'Cough' & his distant relative 'Flu'

Dr Hong told me that diet will cause the immune system to went down, when ur diet too fast & suddent!! I think that is for my case ba. But then i dun meant to diet, just that my appetite suddenly become half the size as compare to the past. Anyway i try to snack alot nowaday, eating alot of chocolate & chips =) Addicted to pringles~~

Really feel like ponten-ing on my 3rd lesson tonight. Haha, i give myself excuse becoz i sick.. Haiz, should i? Paid for the class already i should go right? But then i feel damn lazy leh!!! Think of the journey back home after class i jitao wanted to faintz!!

Yday then i know that there is this Auntie who is a frequent reader of my blog. She is an elder whom i like as she very open & fun-loving.. Very special Auntie =) Thanks for the care u alway given to me. Hopefully i be able to meet up with u for the cny dinner.

3 Clubbing Session in a week~~

1st time reach home at 4am on a clubbing session & unable to order Mac bf coz it before 4aM..

Went Lunar with Shereenm my poly fren.. Although dun really like Lunar but then Shereen seldom jio me to club so i still went down to join them even i only know her and Yonghao..

The club music is not bad there but then i still prefer DF live band & the guitarist there. Haha.. First time went to club sober all the way till the end, mayb coz the crowd and the group i not very familiar. That wh nv & dun wish to drink much..

Thur after my class went to butter.. And there is damn fun man. I guess mostly is bcoz the DJ is good. The music there is good. But then the crowd are quite young & the martel there is $248.. Abit too expensive i feel coz in df Martel is only $193.

Fri night is Sean bachelor night @DF.. Hav fun of course but then as usual the group leave very early as usual. Lolx. i think i too drunk and the 1st person to came to my mind is dolu.. So i sms him quite early to ask him to come fetch me & i think around 3am i call and wake him up from his sleep to come fetch me and meyn to bq for mee pok =) i think i am really addicted to the mee pok there.

ANyway Wei Sheng came over from DF to pick meyn up and send her home. Then was thinking to go over Ace pub but then his pub is close already so went over to liquid instead. Farking bad choice, should have went home after my mee pok. Totally spoil my mood for the weekend..

YH and Jit is already at there so went over to join them. There is YH fren over at the counter. I got no intention at all to know his fren la, jus wanna walk over to tok & drink with YH only. Duno why his fren just took over the drink and start to jio me drink. I dun even know who the fuck is that idiot & i hav the right to reject drinking with him. That idiot start kaning say i cant drink and say wanted to order a bucket and each drink 3 btl. Crazy man, even if i can drink i would not wan to drink with this kind of er xin & ungentleman la. No look No Build No Height No Wealth.. Nothing worth to take a second look. Curse him Man~~ Idiot farker who spoil my day.

ButterFactory

2nd time in class.. Feel so suffocated.. Wonder why am I spending money to torture myself~~ lolx.. I really dun think I can pass all my paper. The lecture is getting more n more of a lullaby (check spelling when I free) Was late for class today coz waited for quite some time for the bus. Thanks to my colleague helping me buy some bread for my dinner. I myself dun even rmb to remind myself. Getting old le I guess..

Partial JAG group are going butter night. I having class n think they meeting before tat. Anyway I duno where n how to go too. But den really feel like going to take a look as there is some event over there. But no one wanted to come fetch me. so still duno going anot. haiz

不了情~~

Complicated thinking, Funny Relationship, Strange Trend~~

Been hanging out with the old gangz again.. Weird & Funny.. Especially seeing so many ex-couple keep hanging out together & Seem like they are back together again but in fact they are not.

Wat going on with these women~~~ Haha i cant figure myself out either. Izzit bcoz of being too long together?? Izzit there still 余情未了?? Or just there no other where to go to?? Or mayb just coz of 'friendship' Faintz.. Complicated~~

Journey Back Home~~

Finally home after my 1st day of class~~

After my class end, i speed out of the classroom. On the way out i keep thinking wat is the fastest way home. Keep trying to recall how do i went back home from class. Then i realised i nv went back to hougang from class before.. Lolx

Ya.. I still rmb it him who drag me to register for my class. If it wasnt for him i dun think i ever get started in my ACCA. Come to think of it, alot of thing was drag to done by him. Haha!! Think i really got to thanks him for alot of things.

Anyway thinking of next thur night class again, i feel like skipping class again.. Faintz!!!

1st lesson!

Yes I starting to regret wasting my money n enrol in acca class. I was still damn excited when I on my way here. but after 5mins in the lesson I feel like slapping myself for making another stupid decision. the lecturer is an Indian n he toking on n on non-stop until I feel like throwing my water bottle in his face.

anyway think every thur shall be my blog day :)

Anyway previous entry was saying abt quit smoking. haha I can't even survive for one whole day. haiz really toking is very easy but doing is so hard~~ failed terribly~~ Really nv smoke at all the whole day. But when back home facing my tv n pc n two dogs who can't tok, my urge to smoke become stronger. Actually I just need a stick haha. But den where to buy just a stick of cig nehhhh~~

Think everything which I decide to do for my resolution got to push back another year. lolx.. I know I know.. A Hell lots of frenz gonna kan me again. haha. den soon I be like the boy who cry wolf~~

Heng I got two resolutions~~ First failed but I still have a second one. Quit clubing! Since zy wasn't here anymore think it be quite weird to join Philip tat group n tat sg citizens alway go home so early. JiTao spoil mood~~ lolx therefore dun think I be going to punch card weekly at df in future. But then since the chairwoman of JAG I be attending their event regularly even if they held on weekday. Haha.

Quit Smoking~~

Haha, surprised right.. Ya, i going to quit smoking~ BUT on weekday only. *diaoz*

Lolx, at least i tried right. At least i be smoking lesser. At least i did strive toward my new year resolution.

Went to enrol for my ACCA class yday. At first wanted to go to CPA @Aljunied but then when i reach that place, everything so unorganised & messy. & i waited for 20min before knowing need to take a queue number to enrol. TMD~~

Fine.. i walked out of there and head over to FTC. The only reason i worry is i will be late for my every classes, coz i knock off @6pm. It impossible for me to reach my class in 45min. But well, wat to do. late for 15min should be fine ba.

Meet Meyn for dinner in orchard since i there to enrol. We so lost when we reach somerset MRT. So major changes. MRT station out is the shopping center already. Stun!! ANyway we survived & try to get something to eat. There a new Marche outlet in this shopping centre. Wanted to try it but meyn dun wan. End up KFC Zinger burger with cheese fries. My Fav oso~~ So doesnt matter at all.

Next went to source for my JAG member de bday present. Lolx. End up shun bian bought a pair of dancing heels to replace my grey fav heels which i wear every Fri night.

*Shit i felt like smoking already now in offce*
>.<

Drunk Make U Feel Weak~~

Complicated feeling!!

I tear. which i duno how come i did. It just suddenly appear when i home. Mayb i should not stir it at all even when i bored. I should just let go and lead my own life. Out of a sudden i feel weak once again & wish for the past to be back..

That warm and comfort feel is bad but i know i got to disregard it and keep that Wanted afar.. Never Never Never to ever hope for anything again if u do not want to be disappointed.. Yet i do enjoy the drinking session, can i join or should i avoid?