Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year

Xmas wasnt exactly quite fun for me!! I hoping it will be better for me tonight~~

At last it the last day of the suay 2010 for me.. Seriously when u at the lowest point, nothing more could hav goes wrong anymore right.. Hopefully this will be true for me..

Every1 should hav some new year resolution right. So i shall copy my best buddy New Year Resolution: to save money & to club lesser!!!

Monday, December 20, 2010

Online Shopping - Dec10

Spending alway make me happy lolx~~ But that hurt the pocket!!!!



Monday, December 13, 2010

Merry Xmas to myself~~

Went Nex shopping mall last night just to hav dinner and take alook at this so-called big shopping mall. So disappointed, the shopping mall is so crowded plus the path way is so squeezy!!!

Walk past Singtel, M1 & Starhub so i just walk in to ask for iphone. Starhub dun hav stock and i expect the rest should b the same. Little that i expect that Singtel have stock for 16GB. Then my 'yi shi chong dong' i just sign for a new line and buy an iphone.

Lolx, excited to get a new phone oso, it actually lift up my mood quite alot.. But the worse came when i reach home. Jailbreaking Iphone 4 is hard. I managed to find an updated website from my fren but then tried 2 time still cannot. & at the second time, the phone goes into recovery mode. Tried for very long until i managed to get it back to normal. But then when i tried it the 3rd time, whole phone goes into recovery mode and no matter how it still cannot be resolved.

The next morning, i called Singtel customer Service, but they are unable to help. They refer me to Comcentre so i got to take half day leave and went Orchard Apple Technical Support. Luckily they are able to restore the factory setting but then the whole night of inserting of contact and loading of those apps are all gone.. ^%E@*($%@W$%@W*&

Thursday, December 9, 2010

End of Torture~~

Finally my exam is over. It a torture to take leave AND then stay at home and study, tmd!!!

This time i retake my Audit & Law. Haiz the Law paper i guess not much hope, write for 1hr & stare into the space for the rest of 2hrs. Still chance for my Audit coz i write the full 3hrs. But then Audit is a subject i failed for alot of times so dun really hav much confidence that i can pass this time oso.

Anyway everything over. Sad oso must wait until Feb11 then can hav the reason to be sad~~ Right now it the time to hav fun and make merry~~ Xmas coming ^_^ wonder where will i be at this Xmas.. Hmmmm

Think i gg to get a new phone next week. New year, new number~~ Hoping it bring me good luck!!! Please leave me Mr Suay-ness.. I wan to make fren with Toto, 4D, Big Sweep watever that can bring me more money~~~ Hohohohoho!!!!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Online Shopping - Nov10 part 3

Lolx, i guess festival mood can make me go crazy.. Total dmg $65.30~~




Monday, November 29, 2010

Online Shopping - Nov10 part 2

I just cant help and buy another 2 more piece. Guess spending money help to de-stress~~ I damn super 宅 for the past weekend, Fri 7pm step into the hse and step out of the hse only on Mon 9am. Nearly gone crazy!!! Need to endure for another 1 more 宅week and i break thru and fly like a butterfly~



More pics of dress to come coz katherine just she be submitting another order by this week. Faintz~~

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Online Shopping - Nov10

Hmm too much things happen till i nv really hav the mood to online shopping. Since now things more or less settle then it time for me to be back to my life. Haiz, dun really hav nice party tops i saw online, think i gg to date a fren or two to went bugis street to shop for it instead.

Order a few items this time round but mostly is either out of stock or they not gg to replenish le~~ Exam coming, think after exam then go shopping ba..


Friday, November 19, 2010

Sales near me once again~~

The Levi building beside my office building is having sales again. The last time i pick quite a few bargain over heels, so this time i siam the shoe area. Nothing much interested me except for the Levi Jeans.

Although it not those newest/arrival patter, but i still get 3 piece each at $60 each, the tag itself put usual price is $130-$150 not sure how true izzit. Coz i not really a fan of Branded like Levi. Anyway just think $60 is quite a bargain so i just get 3 straight cut.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Medical Leave~~

Too bad the entitled medical leave from my company is only 14days.

Coz i can officially announced that i have already fully use up the whole of 14days of mc. How i wish i can hav more days. How am i gg to spend the rest of this year. Anyway i wasnt chao geng okay~~ Was seriously sick, bleah!!!

Monday, November 8, 2010

F**k That Greenie Operator

Was drove awake early coz planning to go town area to get myself a new phone since mine spare phone was phone last month.

Went to cathy to catch if we can get the free movie tickets but then we are too late coz they start distributing early at 10am. So went to PS to get ticket for 'RED' for 3pm show. After that we went down to check out the phone. Hav in mind for phoneset is iphone4 & that 2 window 7 phones. Try to play with that HTC & LG phone but then dun find it familiar for usage for myself. So decide to get iphone 4 but then left only 32gb & only black is available.

Walk over to starhub centre instead but then was told by the customer service guy that i can only recontract after 4 more days. Was very sure that i buy my phone on the 7Feb09. So i called up the customer hotline and kpkb only to find out they add in another 4more days coz of my suspending of my account when i lost my phone in Sept09. They keep saying there is nothing they can do. Anyway i was throwing temper over the phone, saying only 4days and they hav to be so strict & wat kind of operator is this if they cant even help me solve this problem.

I know i sound harsh, but then that the problem with customer services. If u dun sound harsh abit they wun do anything for u. Bcoz of my kpkb-ness they finally say they will put up an appeal for me to the customer service and see wat they can do. By the time they call me it already 3pm and they say they have deposit a $100 e-voucher into my account, and i can get the phone and waive off the penalty.

But it already time for my show after my show end it already 5pm. I cant even get the starhub centre enquiry line thru the internet so i got to walk all the way there again & to find out 16gb iphone was out of stock already. FUck them for making me bitching the phonecall for nothing. Guess i gt to wait till next week then i can get a new phone. KNN~

Monday, November 1, 2010

Vansasa's Hen Night & Wedding

Finally it November~~
My Oct weekends are quite fully packed till i got no time to update and blog. The last 2 weekend is mainly for Van's hen night & Wedding lunch.

23Oct: Went to this Italian Restaurant "Sailors @Robinson Quay" for some snacks & drinks. 1 of the girl choose this place coz she is a regular here & she feel that these ang mo is more generous than asian. And this came out to be quite true.

After some chit chat, laughters & drinks. We start to push Van to sell her last weeks of virgin kisses to cover for our party fund for the night. Haha, actually it was quite fun thru out. We can sabotage the bride-to-be and at the same time we can earn some money for our drinks.

1 of the girls pay for the 2 btl of champagnes, so i take over the other bills to pay for the food and 1 btl of champagne. Was intending to split the bill out but then not every of the girls eat and drink there. So in the end i decide to swallow the bill on my own. After this was a small pub in clarke quay "Chupitos"



30Oct: The actual day for Van' wedding. So shag to wake up in the early morning especially it was raining super heavy, coz i went out for dinner and drinks with boss and colleagues on Fri night. Luckily for me that Kat give me morning call when she leaving her house, if not i wun be able to wake up.

Reach Van House around 6+ in the morning. 2 of the sister was late, so they was shut outside the door with those brothers. Anyway everything went on as usual until 9am then we went back to the hotel room for a rest before continuing for the afternoon wedding lunch.

After the lunch rush home to take a nap before gg to df for some Halloween party.. 1st time i willingly to leave df before 3am. Not sure izzit bcoz i just dun hav enuf slp that i dun hav the mood to party at all.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Safari Halloween Night~~












Went for this Halloween Safari Night after my Rebonding.

Was quite excited over this in the beginning. But when the heat slowly build up and when sweat start to drip down, the excitement start to get lessen. Entry was only allowed after 730pm. So we just waste our time snatching picture with those 'ghosts' outside the entrance.

1st stop is the "Gui Mansion"
Just this 1st item, we got to queue for around an hour just to get in this Mansion which only last like 5-10min. The ambushment by a few ghosts along the way help to keep us entertain in the 1st place. But when heat start to build higher and higher, the stupid do~lu started to here pain there seh again~~ So Thru out the queue, we sort of quiet down and wait with a dark dark face. Luckily after some scream here & shock there everything went back to normal.
2nd stop is some stupid animal show. Which i dun mind giving it a miss, but then bcoz of the show we get to be seated for 30min. And by the time the show end, the queue for the tram is no more.
3rd item is the "Tram ride"
If i not wrong this is the normal night safari tram route for watching the animal. But it was enhance with fun and excitment with alot of ghosts ambushed along the way & plus quite alot of eeries decoration.

4th item is the "Trail of the Undead"
It a 15-20min planned route which hav quite alot of ghosts ambushing. But not much pictures can be taken coz they jumped out of their hiding place suddenly then will retreat back to scare the second batch behind.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Rebonding~

Intro by Meyn to her hairdresser who do rebonding @Serangoon North for only $68.

It not from any well-known hairdress, but a lady who help other do only rebonding in her own house. The last time i do my rebonding think is 6-7years ago ba. ctually my hair wasnt that bad, but just tat the end is alway very fizzy. My purpose for rebonding is not for straightening my hair but to let it look less fizzy.

Spend almost 3hrs there for the rebonding. At the end, i think the time is really worth it.. I love my hair now, & hopefully it can last longer. The only bad thing is the lady is too busy to trim my hair at the end of the session coz 2 more cust appear before she can finish my session~~


Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Good Bargain~~

Yeah, just bought another 3 pairs of Aldo shoes from sales next to my office building for $20. Real bargain right. Haha, but then still gt a few pairs of unwear shoes. Lolx~~



Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Stupid dog~

This morning waken up by my stupid ah boy!!!!


Saw him chasing a small cup of jelly around like a ball, tot he wanted to eat it so i rip open the top cover and stretch out for him to eat. Tmd, he just lick the juice and dun bother to eat the jelly. End up i hold on the jelly and fall back to slp~~ 苯死了!!!!














Wonder any1 gt any hot pink dress to lend me on 30Oct10. Coz need this color for my fren wedding~~ Where am i gonna find a cheap and pretty hot pink dress, as i dun wanna spend too much on it coz i think it will only be a one-time show-off then this dress will be hide in the cupboard forever.

Friday, October 1, 2010

PotArk~

Went to this PotArk @Esplanade to have steamboat, it those personal mini pot kind of steamy. I still prefer those big size pot and then we can throw everything inside ^^

Dun really recommend eating there. Variety not much, Soup base was super salty & i think overpriced for this meal. Luckily i got discount in the 1st place, if not think die oso wun step into this restaurant ba.


Sunday, September 19, 2010

Skin Revival~

Went to this Skin Revival for facial recommended by meyn.

Still not so bad, will consider to go back next time. The people there is more caring than where i usually go. But then my usual facial place the facilities are much more better & they gt many more machines available for different kind of facial treatment.

The people there wun keep advertising products and asking u to buy. They nv even sell any packages at all. The only bad thing is that their operating timing is only until 7pm. Meaning i can only be there on weekend.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Online Shopping - Sept'10

Recently hav 'joined force' with my buddy to buy from her website which require minimum 15pieces. Luckily her mother oso combined power with us, so i no need to be so xiong and buy so many pieces in a mth.

Although every mth i been buying quite alot but alway cant seem to hav enuf dress to wear. Wat is happening. I guess these mth i will be buying quite alot. Other than this 4 dresses i tagging along with my fren order, i still gt another 2 dresses getting ready to order from another website. And then there is my regular website that i hav been buying monthly. Hmmm, am i spending too much on dresses recently.

Notice all my dresses mostly are in black. But i just cant help it, only dark dresses can caught my eye. Wat to do? Too pinky dress will attracted stalker!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

"Hot Tomato"


















Meet up with meyn & ZY for dinner after work last night. Initially plan is just a meetup with meyn only, then last min then i was informed ZY joining. Lolx. That stupid 宅男 is joining us, unbelievable!! I alway tot the only place that we can saw him is at df only. Haha~~

At first wanted to try that "hamburger" shop @313, but that shop really only sell hamburgers. As that 宅男 object to eat only hamburger so we went to "Hot Tomato" instead. Price & Food are normal, nothing fanstasic, but their seating look crampy!! Haha

After dinner went to hav a drink at Starbuck. Was surprised to see a malay guy fren from NP-Volleyball last time. He working @the starbuck, & clever meyn ask whether got any discount for us. Kaka!! Last time when i first saw him i mistaken him as Chinese lolx. A great & nice guy who alway very soft spoken with a bright smile, Is~~

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Red Toga Dress













This is the dress that i have been trying to get my hand on. Hopefully this time round i can get it. Been trying a few other website, but mostly is either out-of-stock, or they need minimum order of $100++

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Pinky me~~

Was walking back to home after work. Wonder izzit i wearing a too pinky dress that i look so sweet that i can even encounter guy approaching me at the ulu ulu house void deck.

This airforce t-shirt guy is jogging past me, then suddenly i realised he stopped and walk instead. But he walk slowly down & turn back his head a few times. So i try to walk even slower. Until i saw him turning right, i quickly walk to the left.

Thinking there is nothing unusual, but suddenly he was walking beside me & talking to me with my earphone on. I take out my earphone and he ask did he see me before, i say ya coz i live around and wanted to walk away. But he nv let go and carry on asking if he can be friend if convenient. Lolx, i say not very convenient coz i attached and quickly walk off.

Duno out of clubbing area and in these kind of ulu place still hav guy wan to make friend sia. Hmm, mayb my market value not that low as i think right. Lolx

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Online Shopping - Aug'10













Bought from my lunch buddy's gf de blogshop.
It pinky again~ Lolx. Was quite leong this month so i only buy a piece, but actually i was super leong lah every mth. Just tat this month was worse than last mth.

Today i am wearing a pinky dress which i bought from online shop in Facebook in Jan'10
That was the 1st and the last time. 1st they gave me the wrong color then 2nd their price wasnt that cheap as compare to the regular source i buying now & 3rdly i wasnt brave enuf to wear pink. The color look too sweet for a woman who is going 30s~~

But right now i buying pink once again. Lolx complicated woman.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Dun Judge Your Life by A Difficult Season~~

Nice Quote?

Hav a few fren asking can they copy and put as their own MSN Msg le. Haha, i oso read the story from some forward mail and then copy the moral of the story.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Facial

Went for my 'supposedly-once-per-mth' facial after work yday with Van. The last session we went is at May'10, which we went separately coz GLOW called us up to say they dun hav enuf ppl working.

Everytime i went for my facial, the ppl there alway say my face super de chuiz de.. Say it super dry la, pigment all coming out la & very congested. But surprisingly this time the lady who do my facial nv criticized me at all. She even say my face was not bad except abit dry, keep reminding me to use sunblock & put on some that provide moisture.

Hmm, wonder izzit bcoz of my hardworking plus the Loreal whitening product that i been using for the past month is effective. Right now i need to hunt for liquid moisturize that i can keep in my bag and spray it onto my face as and when. Any1 got cheap and good recommendation, please let me know~~

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Apologise~~

This morning hav a small quarrel with my mum. Haiz, was feeling abit regret for it when i walking to the bus stop. Hav deliberately left house @830am which is 15min earlier than usual so that i wun be late. But then the stupid bus was late for 20mins today. Fated to be late to work everyday. The quarrel in the morning plus the long waiting time make my mood more down.

Till my afternoon smoke break, i still can rmb the quarrel in the morning. It a sign~~
Hmm, a sign that i am getting old.. & of course more sensible (did i spell correctly?)

Coz usually the quarrel with family wun hunt and last me for so long like today. Ya, i admit i was quite bad. But then to say the truth, human is really more probe to taken ppl closer to u for granted.. Especially family members.. All sort of tempers that other duno u will show it to ur family, but u will hesitant to even lose a tiny bit to your friends.

Rejected Meyn offer to join her & Mic for dinner, coz before the quarrel mum hav ask me whether i be back for dinner anot and i hav say yes to her. I hav decide to buy her fav ice-cream cone after work to sort of apologise to her. I know she wun mind or mayb she wun even rmb, but then i just hope to do this today. An excuses for me and my ah boy to have ice-cream too~~

Monday, July 12, 2010

Online Shopping - Jul'10

Made an order from my fav online shop again today. There is 6 items that i wanted to get, but then felt tat i have been buying too much dresses recently. Thus restrict myself back to 4 pieces as usual this time.

Order a dress/pant this time, and the color is green. Was abit worry that this piece of clothing will be a waste of money. Although i like it alot, but then think not much ppl will look nice in wearing this kind of dress/pant. It out of stock for quite a few time, hoping i can get it this time.

Total dmg: SGD66.50 (including postage cost)









































Potatoes Salad

Was in quite homely mood recently. Miss df last fri even though all the great kaki was there.

Went Shop N Save to shop and buy a few items to try out potatoes salad on sat night. Wanted to try it long ago when i was still working in depot road which was like 3-4years ago. But it gt delay until now. Powerful right, that wat i super good at~~ Tu tu tu tu & tu~~~~~~~~

Okay, my potatoes salad wasnt really fanastic, but then it was 1 of the successful dish i attempted so far. Haha. Was farting quite smelly this morning haha, think that the effect of potatoes right? Next attempt i should try something a slightly harder. ^^

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Toa Payoh Lorong 4 Kway Chap~~

Went to Toa Payoh Lorong 4 to eat my Fav Kway Chap once again.


It been quite some time since i am back to here. Seem the standard drop abit, or issit my swollen gums? All the once tasty & super happy feeling was once. Hmmmm.. Will come back to try it once again when my swollen gum & jaw is gone & when my stiff neck is gone & when i no longer wearing new high heel which make my feet super painful~~


We reach round 715pm, & there is already a long queue for it. By the time i hav food in front of me, it already 8pm. Really quite disapppointed with the kway chap last night =(
Blk 92 (Think so Cannot Confirm)
Toa Payoh Lorong 4
Kway Chap


Friday, July 2, 2010

Congratz to me~~

Yes, i pass my TP @1st try.. WoooHooooo~~

Came as a surprise to me, as well as to other i guess. Got 16marks, another 4 marks think i gt to try again. Finally after dragging this for 2 years, i getting my licence~~ Yeah, and after spending a total of $2,480 so glad it din sink into the sea. lolx.

Hmm, by the way havent start to order for my dress yet. Think will do that next week, and if i got the time i will post it online~~

Will be staying home on a fri night.. It so unlike me~~

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Console or Congratz

Hmm, no matter this thur it gg to passed or failed, i gg to take it easy. Just tell urself it doesnt matter if i gt to retake it & how can i be so good in passing the 1st time.. For this whole year i hav realised, when u got no expectation then u will not hav any disappointment.

Therefore, giving myself a small encouragement, Wahahahahaha, i hav buy a few dresses for myself. Below is just the 1st 2 pieces that i hav made order, total dmg is $36. The rest 6 pieces think i gg to wait if after my TP i pass then i order 1 shot all together.. Wohoooo~~~




















Monday, June 28, 2010

FInally after two years~~~

Hmm, my TP is this coming thur..

Finally after two years of suffering and dragging here and there, it time to end it once and for all~ Hopefully i can pass on the 1st time, although abit fat hope la.. But but if i did not make it the first time, then i got to start all over again to take my FInal Theory Test ONCE AGAIN~~ coz it expiring on the 14th Jul. FML~~

Ya ya, if the FTT is not expiring think i wun be so hardworking oso right to rush all my practical and cheong for the test. But ppl who know me know my pattern haha.. Wat for go and worry when it is not ending. Tio Bo~~ ^^

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

It works~~

Yeah, i got another fren saying i look fairer.. ^^

It work it work.. I bough Loreal Toner & night whitening cream and have use it for 2 weeks. & a few of those fren that i dun see can notice the different. Happie~~

Yes yes, will hear a few fren nagging saying u not very dark there is no need to use all these to make urself fair.. It the same as i keep hearing ppl saying to me u not fat, no need to diet.. That true oso, but then in life, at least set some easy goal for myself. And i find it nice to trying to perfect ur ownself oso. Is that right?

In another 1 more week, i be taking my TP. Hopefully i can attain another middle range goal this year. JYJYJY~~ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Interview~~

Lolx, yup.. Starting to look for a new job AGAIN!!!! Everytime fren will alway hear me saying i looking for new job.. I oso duno wat is my prob, but i guess woman like me really dun like peaceful and good life. We are alway on the move to find trouble..

If u ask me wat wrong with my current job? I will say everything is good. lolx
Colleagues are good - alway buying thing for me to eat.
Location is good - just 20min bus journey from my hse
Late is okay - i never been early to work since the 2nd day of work. The earliest i reach office is 930am, my working hours is 9-6
Job scope is super good - more than 50% of my time i am FB-ing~~
Just i am not satisfied with the pay. But where to get job that paid u to FB? lolx.

FML

Friday, June 11, 2010

Back to the normal~

Yeah, finally exam is over..

Leave applied supposed to be very happy right. Wahlau but why my leave applied all so sad and poor thing de.. These 3 days totally not eunf slp not eunf leisure. Haiz, but i glad it all over.

And the most impt. Will i able to pass it this time? Serious speaking, i dun hav much confidence oso la. But i can at least still breath in a little trail of miracle. Yup i think i still stand a little bit of chance ba. Really hope things start to get back to the right track for me.

Next in line is 01 Jul, My TP.. Wohoooo~~
FML, this i confirm super kan cheong de.. Coz unless ACCA exam, i alway failed and repeated until numb, but this TP 1st time taking confirm very scary. And the pressure of passing it the 1st time, if not i gt to re-take the final theory again make it more worse.. WHy cant my life be abit more enjoyable leh~~~

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Time is Running out~

Been coughing from last week till this week, went doc for 3 time le but cough just got more worse. Tmd~~ Nice time to get MC, yet so many things to settle at work. Stupid boss been aiming at us, duno wat the hell he want. Need to do my closing super busy already, yet he still add on to our burden. Haiz

Exam coming in 7 days yet yet yet, i havent finish reading half of it. Arghhh, i really dun wan to failed my audit anymore.. WHen is my luck coming back? I want to clear my level 2.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Back to work~~

Back to work after being mc for so many days.

Every1 been very nice to me, asking how i have been? Hav i fully recovered? Even the FM who i hav been scolding non-stop oso bought me my fav super big strawberry pokey for me. Angelina even buy me bee hoon for bf. Lucky the two boss is not around last week, and think they dun even know that i been mc for so long.

Was feeling sweet and nice after being ALONE for so long period. Yes, i felt blissful to have some1 to nag at me not to do this not to do that, and every1 concern for u although duno izzit bcoz they kapo or izzit really from deep within. Of course although i alway lobo at work, but after being away for 4days, there must be things waited to be cleared right, if not i think i can really waited to get sacked anyday anytime le la.

Think Princess X have attained the real purpose behind ba. Thanksful for being here before.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Scary Bath~~

Slept nearly at 5am in the morning wake up rushing for my appt by the time reach home is already 4pm. But still feel wasting of time to go for the appt, should hav trust my instinct in the 1st place. But then human alway hope for miracle to happen. And i know it wun this time. Lolx.

Bring my doggies for a walk around, but weather just too hot. Drag them straight to the toilet to bath. Lolx, scary bath for them coz i just anyhow spash water on them. Haha Lucky was scaredED to death as usual, but it still bring some laughter and smile to me. Cant rmb when the 1st time i bath for them. =)

At least something right. This super long long long weekend for me is super super super boring~~~ But glad that it already Fri, will be going to work next mon. But tot of going back to work oso feel sick. Wat the hell i am? Hmm, work or not to work?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Sunshine after the rain.

Mc for the rest of the week. Hurray~~
Plus an interview this fri. Seem like things getting better for me after the big heavy downpour.

Spend the night over at my gf home. It so nice to live alone, yet sometime it get quite lonely to live alone too. But tot of doing all the household chores, buying & cooking of stuff of these oso sianz 1/2 & if i not at home no1 look after my ah boy oso. Faintz.

But no matter wat, i still yearn to have a house of my own.. Working hard toward it in another 7 years think i should be able to apply for an HDB under my own name. Jiayou Jiayou~~

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Where did 大胃王 disappear to?

Tot i was super hungry when i reach home from work. So went to buy fried rice.. Tmd, end up more than 3/4 of the rice went into ah boy de stomach. Diaoz coz i totally feel fucking full after a few mouthful~

Haiz, got to fast after midnight yet i cant finish my dinner. Die le la.. Going to die of hunger le.. FML~~

Monday, May 17, 2010

Goodbye~~

Goodbye to Princess X
May the angel be with u alway~~

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

May the Angels be with you.

I dun really believe in god, but still believe there is angels. complicated hor..

Feel somehow responsible for wat happened, yet there is nothing i can do.

Feel tempted to give some concern, yet i know i got no right to do so.

That life. That woman. That the timid me~~

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Not the Same~~

Hmm, wonder why my fri df night dun feel the same as normal! Why? Dun really know wat happen either? Sianz~~ Can i have the old me back? Kaka, which version i duno. But i just wan the normal old me back!!!

The thing that remain the same is the piggy me. Haha. Was late for my driving lesson again today. Been trying hard to set my lesson late in the noon, yet already push till 2pm & i can still be late. End up take cab over to take driving lesson. Super bullshit. Wat to do.. I still sleepy even after sleeping for more than 20hours the day before.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Aim

Finally i got my aim for this year. Hahahahahaha.. Been living aimless for the past years lolx. 1. To get my driving license 2. To clear my modules for level 2.

These 2 weeks been going for my driving lesson twice per week, and miss all the clubbing sessions. It very tiring to travel all the way to bbdc for the lesson. After my work got to rush all the way there, and most of the time i was late. PIE jam like hell every weekday. Sometime my travelling took more than 1.5hr by the time i home it was like 11pm. So i can only schedule it on Fri night, so got to take away my clubbing session. But it feel good oso to club lesser, coz finally i feel like a normal person.

Been trying to at least study 1 qn per day everynight. But, but this was quite hard to attain lolx. The stupid answer to just 1 qn is so damn long, by the time i read finish the whole answer i oso duno wat it toking abt. Shag lo, even more shag than driving lesson. But i been stuck with these 2 subject for almost 1 years already. I cant to waste anymore of my time le la.

Trying to turn over a new leaf & get on with the stupid boring life. Ya everything just need time. It time to let go of everything and start afresh!!! JYJY~~ Everyday after work i just wan to rush back home to see my ah boy. Lolx, duno why i love him more and more. If only he can bark lesser in the morning, i will love him even more.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Stupid me!!

The class I attending I can't enrol in this year exam. tmd~~ coz at first they say can jump jump jump. But they nv say clearly only can jump within same storey. CCB. Wasting time n money now which make me more sianz to come to class from now onward. Actually was thinking not to come for class already, but even if stop coming to class, the course fee oso can't be refund. So I should not waste more money already since I have already waste a lot on my driving lesson.

Today the rain was damn big, nearly give up coming to class, but the tot of wasting my 30buck per lesson make me throw away my lazy thought. lolx

Already book my driving lesson at 8pm tml after work since Alan they are cancel the gathering as the busy Randy cannot make it again. So it will be my another hardworking act once again. Changed a lot right? Hehe. Ya think It time I grow up le la, coz nobody can take care of u forever n stood by u. Got to be independent in order to carry on living.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Stoning in class.

Haiz bring book 1 instead of book 2 to class. Faint. Usually still can spend the 3hrs copy n copy like mad to pass my time. Today time seem so much slower. Help anyone out there who can help me. Is there anyone out there eh~~

Friday, April 2, 2010

Life without him~

It totally my own fault that it came to this way this time. Sorry just get back to the past old me.

Somehow it quite lost without u. Wonder it is u who need me more or it is me who need u more.

Just hope that i wun ruin ur life once again.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Happy April Fool~~

1st day of April~~ Got lesson tonight but already planned and even DELIBERATELY nv bring textbook out already.. Hehe, coz tonight Paul celebrating bday at DF, it been quite sometime since i club with them. Should be like 3weeks already. Last time used to see them every Fri coz they oso hardcore clubbers like me too.

The deadline for Jun exams is closing soon, duno should i try 1 more time for my Audit anot or should i rest for 1 semester. Haiz~~ Sianz~~

Wanted to find a new job but then been very lazy to send resume out. & the tot of picking up calls and answering so many of those agency qn put me off too. Wat should i do? Counting down to another 30min to my long weekend & party~~ Wuhoooo~~

Friday, March 26, 2010

Thai Disco!!

Yday after my boring & without internet, boring lesson meet the usual JAG at UP coz they wanted to go to Thai Disco. Actually got no intention to go at all coz i dun really like TD & then i seriously lack of sleep & Fri will be a long day.

Do~lu wanted to go with them to 'Atlantis' so got to tag along. IMO, this atlantis is much more better than Netherland, a TD which i went last sat after UP. Both place are quite big but then the singers over at Atlantis is much better which at least will make me laugh. But It damn freezing inside with the fans & aircon blowing.

2 wedding dinners to attend on today & tml. 1 is meiyun & sat is sherry. It been quite sometime since i saw meiyun, but heng she got invite ah ba they all. If not dun think i be going too since i got no link into any of her frens nowaday. Will be damn rush for me later coz need to rush home after work. Then havent even decide wat to wear yet oso.

Went to do my eyelashes extension again on Wed. Even get tempted & persuaded to sign up a package with them of $500. Haha, woman really spend money like water. All these external factors make us spend and spend without thinking. I think i need to get a better facial package & some anti-aging product too. Coz i really felt that my skin are aging nowaday. Tian ah~~~

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Work until sick~~

Dun be mistaken.. Not the work until too must see doc type of sick. But the type tat every weekday morning dun feel like waking up. Think it time for me to look for new job once again. Last week mc on mon, this week mc on Tue n wed. Then wat abt next coming week? mc 3 days meh?

Abit sick of the procedure, abit sick of the fm~~ So irritating.. Anyway send resume to weide company as his company is hiring. But then it so far away at Tuas. Plus it start work at 8am~~ Super faintz~~

Class is boring. Until I got the urge to dash out of the room n go back home to slp. Haiz izzit only my problem tat all I think of is having fun. I can't give in 100% when it came to study or work. Tian ah~~

Monday, March 15, 2010

Flowers~~

It been quite sometime since i rec'd flowers. The most flowers i rec'd was from do~lu. Last time when we quarrel, he will alway either suddenly appear at my office building after my knock off timing or my house with flower or piggy beary.

This time the flower was send directly to my office. Was abit paiseh at the same time lolx. Coz my office ppl keep asking who sent the flower. Faintz.

Spend the whole weekend at home watching 善德女王
It been a very long time since i spend my weekend at home watching serials like some old auntie. Actually intending to go with the new pub @illuma with meyn on sat night & do~lu say he mayb going to chill with ah kor. But end up hear he say ah kor sick so just forget it and watch dramas till i doze off to sleep.

A peaceful & saving money weekend i ever have. ^^

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Vanity

After one month of eyelashes extension, yday was the day to totally remove. Went for a touchup I think one weeks ago, tat y this time the lashes are very messy already. Was tempted to touchup but it cost $25 n the lashes are quite lose meaning they wun last long too.

Tempting to get their eyelashes extension package, if I get it den tat mean I be going back to did my lashes next week. New addiction to divert my down-Ness on my fading addiction.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

End up i was there~

Last fri was planning not to go DF at all.. Was lazing at home FB-ing until 12am plus when Glen sms saying they are going down to 1819 with manjit & Jaxon.. I was like quite late liaoz leh. Then around 1plus they say they going down to DF~~~

Faint, tio tempted hahahaha. By the time i reach DF it already 2am.. But then it good oso people already open bottles there then i no need to open.

After DF end, went to RWS to take alook oso. Coz 1 of the fren hav won 3k over there earlier before so he offer to book a room and ask all of us went over. Just to go 'kai kai yan jie' The room is new & quite nice but to me i wun be spendin $400 per night over there.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Happy B'day to me~~

Officially at the age of 28. Wonder am I able to go back to 10years ago n let me be sweet young 18 again. Times really flies..

So many bad new since March start. A few still angry with me over last Fri df drinking session coz I too farking drunk to rmb anything. Lolx

Next is there is a change in my office. There is a new FM above me. Getting two boss signatures are a torture, now need to get additional one more. Faintz right. Just have a feeling tat boss started to dun like me tat why he get an FM to spy my work. But den think tat should be the cases ba. I been very careless n starting to slack in my work recently.

Fully scheduled my weekday until thur. Alway got the mentality to leave Fri. But tat should not be the since I have make up my mind. But tat really hard man. I seriously suspect I am poison by df. Lolx.

Attending class now. Getting sleepy n boring. Anyway failed my audit as usual. FML. How many time do I have to attempt. Damn it. Getting old, Broke, CertLESS, Fat, Chuiz. Haiz pathetic life sia. So is there anyone out there kelian kelian me, donate a few thousands bucks to me ba.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Getting one year older soon~

In another few days I be a year older. Times really flies. Going to reach 30s soon.. So scary! N so saddening~~ Looking back nothing is gain except ages n maybe some wrinkles! Haiz

Anyway wun be asking ppl out this year. enuf of getting drunk n vomit every same year~~ n nothing to celebrate for getting old oso.

Fri intend to go supperclub wits meyn first since I got two free ticket n they having freeflow. But the problem is think noone is free to take table nowadays.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I did it~~

Wa, for the whole of the 3 weeks in Feb i nv step in at df at all. Yeah i did it~ Haha, but that nothing great oso. Coz i wasnt home too. Managed to find other programmes to replace it that why nv go df. Think if i din replacement programmes i will still club.

Went Changi chalet for this weekend. This JAG event suck big. Was supposed to celebrate bday for Yap pek pek, but end up he cant make it. Intended to stay on fri night, but suay suddenly lai ang, tmd. So end up i took midnight cab home at 6am.

Din intend to go on the 2nd night already since i back home & meyn jio df. But do~lu suddenly appear at the doorstep. & Jaxon say he going down again, so i went down to the chalet again. 2nd night is more pathetic, to find a mahjong kaki oso hard. After 1st round, Ace & his waitress appear.

The waitress abit bimbo until i buay tahan. But then heaven is fair la, that wat i feel. Even though she abit brainless, but she damn chio. Got figure, got look, got that young age. Everything a woman wish for except for that brain.

Was thinking of taking mc on 1st Mar. Haha, but then see if there is any programmes on Sunday night anot ba. Cant rmb when is ah keong medical appt too, i rmb is somewhere in 1st week of mar oso. Leave not eunf to use le, so consider taking mc to bring him to the appt. Haiz, sianz. Credit card bill piling, eyelashes suck, stupid ah boy & lucky got fleas, bosses keep on bu shuang me.. Faintz wat else can i have.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Eyelash Extension

Went to the shop where meyn hav her eyelash extension last wed night before i went off to Bangkok. Vain!!! Coz i dun wan to put on a fake everyday when i there, plus i nv try the extension before. Cant really get used to it in the starting coz the extension look quite messy and not tidy. But then the longer i see it, the more i like it. Was abit worry that i might be addicted. Wasnt cheap at all, it cost $78 for it & mayb last around 1 mth.

Anyway there is a price to pay for watever u wan. I cant really wash and bath as normal. Coz got to be careful not to ruin the eyelash shape. & cant stuff my face into the pillow like the usual way i sleep too. It a torture. But if given a chance, think i will go do it again. Woman~~~ Haha.

Duno whether izzit i cant maintain it well or this new type of eyelash not easy to maintain. It not even a week and think my lashes are quite ruin~ My right eye lashes are falling down, cant even 'qiao' up liaoz. Faintz. Considering to pull it out, but then the front will look weird. Haiz, give up. Can just cross my fingers and pray that no more are dropping downward until after cny that week then i go touch up.

Friday, February 5, 2010

1st short holiday in year 2010

1st holiday in this new year.

Bought the ticket last year in oct when Jetstar having Promo. Actually was planning to join Babe & her fren. but then my partner, meyn cant make it to the date that they are going, so we plann a week after they.

If only i know i be so low in cash & in such tight budget i wun plan to come bangkok le la. Will jus save the money and mayb go rendang or perhantian. Haha. But then it time to pratice self-control.

But then i overspend abit by my 1st day budget in MBK. Faintz, 1st time spend so much in MBK shopping. Hope tml i can do better. WHich i think will be damn hard.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Mission Failed~

Still tot that the past week will be my 1st week of non-clubbing week. Kaoz. Mission Failed~ All bcoz of Glendon post something so boomz on my facebook status: Jaxon going to df!! Faintz

Lolx by the time i leave my house it already 12plus. Must be crazy to left house so late and go df. But then i been home for the whole of Friday night alone, too Bored le. Even if not clubbing at least get me out for some supper i oso be more happier.

Anyway was still abit scare to go Df with Jaxon only coz Glen wun be there so early. Heng ah, i know another of his fren Dani, & his another fren Marcus seem quite familiar oso.

Saw Sheng Lie at df oso. He was saying how come i went df nv jio him haha. i told him it a last min thing & anyway last week got jio him but he nv came oso. His fren left him alone after 3am i guess. Then since he ask me to company him so i just stay with him. So Glen & Jaxon they all can go hook some woman oso. Haha..

Just a normal clubbing night and time pass faster than i expect. Sheng Lie & Glen both offered to send me home but then knowing Glen staying in the west i choose Sheng Lie to send me home. ANyway he send me home once and still rmb where i stay. Nice memory & quite a gentleman oso.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Non_Clubbing Friday!!

For the past few months, most of my friday night is mostly at df or somewhere drinking.. But today is the 1st friday night that i staying at home..

Actually was getting ready to leave the house going down to BQ to meet do~lu. But then i duno he only intend to just chill and stay for awhile. So he not expecting me to go home and eat and change. Think he dun wanted to wait too long for me thus he ask me to rest since i home. So the whole thing is call off.

Haha, actually tonight wasnt really planning not to club. But bcoz Meyn need to go back to office for springcleaning, therefore we nv go clubbing. Anyway went out to bq to drink for the whole night, only reach home in the morning to have a change of clothing then rush off to work already.

Anyway it a nice start to hav a non-clubbing friday night. Next Fri night i wun be in singapore anyway. So Yesh, another non-clubbing friday night for me again =)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Pregnant

Just learn recently 1 of my old buddy Kat is pregnant. Although she n her bf can't get married until Sept, they have decide to keep the baby anyway. Really feeling happy for her. Coz finally she can get married soon n in my opinion by agreeing to keep the baby, the guy must have love her a lot n is ready to setup a family.

For many I guess if we are in the same situation mostly will opt for abortion ba. Think a lot of us just wasn't brave enuf to face the baby before the marriage. Or maybe it only me. HAha~~ Ya, I admit I alway a coward when it come to relationship n marriage. Guess it already way past the age of believing 'living happily ever after a marriage' All I see after marriage is more ugliness from each other.

Tat why I alway move to the other partner house. Coz if just staying together can lead to breakoff, then marriage is already out of question. But then all my relationship failed leh. shit lo! Does tat mean I just not suitable for marriage? Hmm den do I still have the chance to be a mum?! Hmm it scary to think of me as a mum! lolx..

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

MC again~

Took Mc today.

Actually wasnt really that sick but then really wanted to take a very good rest. Coz i have this flu virus for the past 3 week which cant totally recovered. The nose alway partially stuck. Hope i am able to be able to recovered fully this time.

Meet Meyn @Orchard last night. She need to get present for her colleague. Faintz sia, a simple pair of earring cost 70++ kaoz.. It just the brand that so expensive. Lolx. Then as usual we went to MosBurger for dinner. That where we alway went for dinner everytime in orchard =)

After dinner i went to Taka basement trying to find the cheese stick that i like last time. That when i realised it was no longer there. Haiz!!! Ya, that true.. Some things wun be there forever waiting for you!

Robin called to meet for supper after his class which is in orchard. But then too bad, he was already reaching hougang he say. Haha.. So got to miss our weekly supper date.

Stay with meyn at orchard to chat awhile. Dun really feel like going back so soon.. aimless!!! Really need to find some goals faster..

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Energtic

Went df last night with meyn. Actually dun feel like clubbing le after last week consecutively chiong for 3 days. But Meyn wanted to go since she free so we got to rush like mad to take table as Paul they all going to Sean Wedding.

Brandon offered to come fetch us. But he late PLUS he an road idiot with another 2 road idiot passenger. End up we reach there at 845pm. The usual group only got simon, ah lip & valent, the rest came quite late. My side robin & derek came down oso.

So as usual, drink drank drunk going on.

When i reach home at 8am i just change into causal then head out to bugis to take the replacement data plan sim card for company. Coz my facial appointment was change from sun to today 1pm, therefore i do not wish to sleep coz i know once i sleep i confirm cant wake up.

Mood was quite down today. Even my fav old chang kee curry puff cant cheer me up & i din even managed to finish it, or mayb i not hungry and not much apettite too. Managed to hang around here and there until 1230pm for my appointment.

The lady say i got alot of warts on my face, need to laser it away if not it will spread more and more. Starting she only say got 5-6 which cost abt $15 each. Kaoz then thru out the process, she say there are more and more. Shit lo end up she say got 25 in total & 3 big size de which is $25 each. Tmd!!! Suay day.. End up got chop like $400. Faintz!!! T^$%R@#$@#%^#$@%W$@*&

Reach home around 4pm, but then duno why dun feel tired at all. Dun even feel hungry at all too~~ Like got no apettite for anything oso. & some more constipation.. *applaud*

I already drink alot of cough syrup down yet i dun feel drowsy too.. Tian ah~~~

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Ponten on my 3rd lesson~~

Been Sick since monday~~

I only MC for 1 day, coz the whole office every1 went for overseas business trip. Really choosen the wrong week to fall sick!! Got to drag myself to work on Tue & Wed.. Lucky Min just work near me & he offered to help me pack my lunch for the past 2 days & send me home after work. It great to have some1 taking care of u especially when u feel sick & weak..

Feeling much better today already, but then still feel very drowsy & weak coz been taking cough syrup for the past few days. Headache & Fever is gone. Now left my long-time buddy 'Cough' & his distant relative 'Flu'

Dr Hong told me that diet will cause the immune system to went down, when ur diet too fast & suddent!! I think that is for my case ba. But then i dun meant to diet, just that my appetite suddenly become half the size as compare to the past. Anyway i try to snack alot nowaday, eating alot of chocolate & chips =) Addicted to pringles~~

Really feel like ponten-ing on my 3rd lesson tonight. Haha, i give myself excuse becoz i sick.. Haiz, should i? Paid for the class already i should go right? But then i feel damn lazy leh!!! Think of the journey back home after class i jitao wanted to faintz!!

Yday then i know that there is this Auntie who is a frequent reader of my blog. She is an elder whom i like as she very open & fun-loving.. Very special Auntie =) Thanks for the care u alway given to me. Hopefully i be able to meet up with u for the cny dinner.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

3 Clubbing Session in a week~~

1st time reach home at 4am on a clubbing session & unable to order Mac bf coz it before 4aM..

Went Lunar with Shereenm my poly fren.. Although dun really like Lunar but then Shereen seldom jio me to club so i still went down to join them even i only know her and Yonghao..

The club music is not bad there but then i still prefer DF live band & the guitarist there. Haha.. First time went to club sober all the way till the end, mayb coz the crowd and the group i not very familiar. That wh nv & dun wish to drink much..

Thur after my class went to butter.. And there is damn fun man. I guess mostly is bcoz the DJ is good. The music there is good. But then the crowd are quite young & the martel there is $248.. Abit too expensive i feel coz in df Martel is only $193.

Fri night is Sean bachelor night @DF.. Hav fun of course but then as usual the group leave very early as usual. Lolx. i think i too drunk and the 1st person to came to my mind is dolu.. So i sms him quite early to ask him to come fetch me & i think around 3am i call and wake him up from his sleep to come fetch me and meyn to bq for mee pok =) i think i am really addicted to the mee pok there.

ANyway Wei Sheng came over from DF to pick meyn up and send her home. Then was thinking to go over Ace pub but then his pub is close already so went over to liquid instead. Farking bad choice, should have went home after my mee pok. Totally spoil my mood for the weekend..

YH and Jit is already at there so went over to join them. There is YH fren over at the counter. I got no intention at all to know his fren la, jus wanna walk over to tok & drink with YH only. Duno why his fren just took over the drink and start to jio me drink. I dun even know who the fuck is that idiot & i hav the right to reject drinking with him. That idiot start kaning say i cant drink and say wanted to order a bucket and each drink 3 btl. Crazy man, even if i can drink i would not wan to drink with this kind of er xin & ungentleman la. No look No Build No Height No Wealth.. Nothing worth to take a second look. Curse him Man~~ Idiot farker who spoil my day.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

ButterFactory

2nd time in class.. Feel so suffocated.. Wonder why am I spending money to torture myself~~ lolx.. I really dun think I can pass all my paper. The lecture is getting more n more of a lullaby (check spelling when I free) Was late for class today coz waited for quite some time for the bus. Thanks to my colleague helping me buy some bread for my dinner. I myself dun even rmb to remind myself. Getting old le I guess..

Partial JAG group are going butter night. I having class n think they meeting before tat. Anyway I duno where n how to go too. But den really feel like going to take a look as there is some event over there. But no one wanted to come fetch me. so still duno going anot. haiz

Sunday, January 10, 2010

不了情~~

Complicated thinking, Funny Relationship, Strange Trend~~

Been hanging out with the old gangz again.. Weird & Funny.. Especially seeing so many ex-couple keep hanging out together & Seem like they are back together again but in fact they are not.

Wat going on with these women~~~ Haha i cant figure myself out either. Izzit bcoz of being too long together?? Izzit there still 余情未了?? Or just there no other where to go to?? Or mayb just coz of 'friendship' Faintz.. Complicated~~

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Journey Back Home~~

Finally home after my 1st day of class~~

After my class end, i speed out of the classroom. On the way out i keep thinking wat is the fastest way home. Keep trying to recall how do i went back home from class. Then i realised i nv went back to hougang from class before.. Lolx

Ya.. I still rmb it him who drag me to register for my class. If it wasnt for him i dun think i ever get started in my ACCA. Come to think of it, alot of thing was drag to done by him. Haha!! Think i really got to thanks him for alot of things.

Anyway thinking of next thur night class again, i feel like skipping class again.. Faintz!!!

1st lesson!

Yes I starting to regret wasting my money n enrol in acca class. I was still damn excited when I on my way here. but after 5mins in the lesson I feel like slapping myself for making another stupid decision. the lecturer is an Indian n he toking on n on non-stop until I feel like throwing my water bottle in his face.

anyway think every thur shall be my blog day :)

Anyway previous entry was saying abt quit smoking. haha I can't even survive for one whole day. haiz really toking is very easy but doing is so hard~~ failed terribly~~ Really nv smoke at all the whole day. But when back home facing my tv n pc n two dogs who can't tok, my urge to smoke become stronger. Actually I just need a stick haha. But den where to buy just a stick of cig nehhhh~~

Think everything which I decide to do for my resolution got to push back another year. lolx.. I know I know.. A Hell lots of frenz gonna kan me again. haha. den soon I be like the boy who cry wolf~~

Heng I got two resolutions~~ First failed but I still have a second one. Quit clubing! Since zy wasn't here anymore think it be quite weird to join Philip tat group n tat sg citizens alway go home so early. JiTao spoil mood~~ lolx therefore dun think I be going to punch card weekly at df in future. But then since the chairwoman of JAG I be attending their event regularly even if they held on weekday. Haha.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Quit Smoking~~

Haha, surprised right.. Ya, i going to quit smoking~ BUT on weekday only. *diaoz*

Lolx, at least i tried right. At least i be smoking lesser. At least i did strive toward my new year resolution.

Went to enrol for my ACCA class yday. At first wanted to go to CPA @Aljunied but then when i reach that place, everything so unorganised & messy. & i waited for 20min before knowing need to take a queue number to enrol. TMD~~

Fine.. i walked out of there and head over to FTC. The only reason i worry is i will be late for my every classes, coz i knock off @6pm. It impossible for me to reach my class in 45min. But well, wat to do. late for 15min should be fine ba.

Meet Meyn for dinner in orchard since i there to enrol. We so lost when we reach somerset MRT. So major changes. MRT station out is the shopping center already. Stun!! ANyway we survived & try to get something to eat. There a new Marche outlet in this shopping centre. Wanted to try it but meyn dun wan. End up KFC Zinger burger with cheese fries. My Fav oso~~ So doesnt matter at all.

Next went to source for my JAG member de bday present. Lolx. End up shun bian bought a pair of dancing heels to replace my grey fav heels which i wear every Fri night.

*Shit i felt like smoking already now in offce*
>.<

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Drunk Make U Feel Weak~~

Complicated feeling!!

I tear. which i duno how come i did. It just suddenly appear when i home. Mayb i should not stir it at all even when i bored. I should just let go and lead my own life. Out of a sudden i feel weak once again & wish for the past to be back..

That warm and comfort feel is bad but i know i got to disregard it and keep that Wanted afar.. Never Never Never to ever hope for anything again if u do not want to be disappointed.. Yet i do enjoy the drinking session, can i join or should i avoid?