Finally, it over!!!

Finally!!! Finally!!! Haha finish my 1 and only paper for this semester.. My usual practice is to take up at least 2 paper each semester, but this semester only took up one retake module exam coz of too many messy & unexpected thing happen~~

Din really have much confident at all for the paper today. My last 2 qn was damn hard that i duno wat i write as answer anyway. Lolx~~ Had took leave on Tue to study but then i wake up at late morning. Then was follow by alot of calls from office to settle HP invoices. By the time i finish everything it already afternoon. So time for lunch, after lunch of course is a small nap la.

End up my short nap become a long nap. Haha when i awake, my usual tv time slot start all the way till 1am. Then try to study but was side track by msn, sms and of course Facebook. & wat was worse is i dozed off at 3am & wake up at 8am trying to study. End up finish reading ONE SENTENCE then i doze off again. Power right. i guess i mayb a sleeping beauty my past life. Haha so the total time spend on study is only a few hours!! How to pass lidat??!! lolx.

After settle my exam, it time to settle another thing too.
Duno wat went wrong oso. Suddenly there was no sms no new from him, wonder wat i did wrong? Or mayb he realised too that things are not the same & wish to undo the mistake. Then since he dun want to abandon me the 2nd time then this time i think i shall be the one to do it then. I did think of him today at the exam hall.. Coz he alway there for me for the past few years whenever i have my exam. Nagging at me to study study study.. Haha. But everything there is alway the 1st time.

1st time going thru watever in life alone, 1st time a lonely Xmas, 1st time getting stronger and learn to walk my own path alone, 1st time thinking wat do i really want with my life. Maybe that how ppl learn and grow.

Dun really wish to do this in Dec but then are we going to drag this on to next year? Think relationship are just not for me ba. Stay Single ba. No committment, no need to think did he went out to drink tonight, no need to think which girl did he drink, no need to think did he hav sex with other.. FREE N EASY is the best!!!

I think in future i shall do up a half year contract. All my bf can only last half year.. No extension, No re-contract!!!! Best!!! Sign it before u wan me to be ur gf. Lolx!!!