Things are not the same~~

Went down to BQ for ah kor bday gathering last night. Such a big group there, i find it abit hard to mix in. Am i gone for too long that i cant fit in like before? Things wun be the same again right?

Too many young & pretty girls there making me so jealous coz i old & fat. I starting to know why he alway there every week.

I still dun feel very comfortable at the way they drink their money away. Ok i admit i do drink oso, but then not as wasteful as wat they did. Drinking the money away. Think mayb that why now when i with them i start to drink wastefully oso. Haha, stupid excuses to get drunk -.-' lolx.

Ya drunk no need to feel unbalance. No need to think so much. No need to guess wat other is thinking too.. & Drunk is alway a good excuses for me to go crazy and voice out all the unhappy thing inside.

Revision~~

Haiz. 2 more weeks to my exam & i still got no mood to start my revision. I have been slacking for the past year, & this semester i ONLY taking 1 module yet i still dun buck up.

Feel like slapping myself awake. If that will help.. but i seriously doubt it will change anything.. Haiz. Credit card bill is over 1k. Shit got to control my spending on cigarette & drinking. It time i learn to drink smartly. Should only go drinking when there are guys around who are going to pay for the drink without forking out from my own pocket.. & got to cut down on online shopping too.. My clothes are throwing all over the place without any space anymore. So stop buying..

& then there is my bangkok trip in 2 mth time & i havent start saving.. Shit man. I really need luck in my lottery.. Haha or mayb need some sponsorship from any yandao!!! Anyone please???!! ^^

Dentist Visit

Went to a dentist yday morning. It so scary!!! Haha, Got dragged there by Simon. Lolx. But luckily got him to drag me there if not i duno when will i have the chance to pull out my Long-Rotten tooth!!

This is the 1st visit to dentist after 10 long years i guess. Ever since secondary school i got phobia of going to a dentist. Finally get rid of that tooth. But dentist say i got to do root canal for another 2 teeth!!! Faintz.. i dun think i will dare to go do it ba.

Went to watch "My Girlfriend is An Agent" on Sat night. The person went with me start sleeping from the start till the end with all the laughter so loud.. *applauds*

Last night in DF~~

Hav decide to make it my last time in DF last night coz wanna stay home to study for my Audit Exam. Failed 4 times for this module. Really need to work hard to pass it this time.

Everything went fine as usual. Drink Drank Drunk~~~ Jason is there for his bday celebration, so ya the group is there oso. So was flowing here and there to drink, smoke & toilet break. So messy.

My memory lost after 1am. When i read thru my sms then i realised alot of ppl sms me & i got no memory at all reading and replying.

PDA got sms, Simon Lim got sms me, Even Jason oso got sms me. Meyn got sms me. Everything is a mess.

i got drag out by ZY. saying S outside waiting for me, meyn & Alex drunk. When i went out was suddenly angry with Alex laying there. It like Meyn got to wait for him to get up then can leave. Somemore duno why sudden there is an anger i need to vent toward him so i went forward and scold him. & i think he reply quite rudely back to me. Then all of a sudden i hear S slapping him.

Diaoz. Stun~~ Then there is this commotion of pulling the 2 guys away from a fight. Haiz. Why i cant control my temper!! I think it all my fault. Haiz.

After getting every1 go back. Hao rec'd a call from his fren saying she at police post. So we rush over there. Then when reach then realised she sitting beside the police post coz need a lighter to smoke. CB. Then Hao rec'd another call from QQ Hp by some other ppl saying he is drunk and slping outside dragonfly. Then we rush back again. Hao send him home from there.

Wat a crazy night to end my clubbing session~~

Insomnia again~~~

Haiz, it 335am in the morning.. Need to work in 3hour plus time and yet i cant get to sleep at all. Tot i am asleep but duno wat wake me up. Broke up in cold sweat!! Am i sick or just weather too hot?

My halloween night is spend in the office moving and packing stuff. Anyway nothing to be sad oso, coz i got nowhere to go. Wilson got ask me to meet for late dinner & mayb a movie but then i cant confirm timing that i can finish in the office. So end up i told him meet up other time ba.

Then Zhiyong say he going down to boiler, I dun really like boiler leh. But there no other place to go. Then there is jean at powerhse, she say i can join her. I was seriously considering going down to pwhse to join her. But then end up around 11plus then we left the office & Boss they all wan to bring us go Chom Chom have dinner. So end up around 1plus then i reach home. Too late for me to think where to go oso. So end up sleep at home.