Wedding Dinner

Just back from a relative wedding dinner. The groom was 40+ which i hear from my cousin.. Quite boring coz not much relative i keep in contact and tok to.

& right now to me, marriage is boring and a waste of time. & to me marriage no longer represent happiness & saint anymore after seeing a few of my buddy failed or unhappy marriage. was getting ready to ROM next year. but so much things have changed until my opinion of marriage changes too.

i was still hoping that there is a chance to get back until i saw him kissing another girl. Do i feel sad? Nope, mayb it more like kind of shock and wake me up from my dream. This is the one that really push me back to the reality.

Even thought i got no more fantasy on marriage but then i still hope to find a bf to love & spoil me again. Since my buddy all are either attached are married, it time i start to look for a bf once again. =)

Let give myself up to my Birthday next year. I just wish that there is some1 special to celebrate with me..